You feel like God has abandoned you.
It makes you question whether he was there in the first place.
Like you put your faith and trust in a wall.
You know it's there
But you question if it is or if it's just your mind playing tricks on you.
You know it's there
But you question if it is or if it's just your mind playing tricks on you.
You want to run.
You want to tell someone.
Then you realize there is no one.
No one to turn to, no one to embrace.
The worst thing is that everyone has each other.
We are all vying for their attention.
Speaking over others for our voices to be heard.
But the worst part is there will always be someone better for them to listen to.
Even if their voice has been on repeat for weeks.
The good thing about God is he's always listening.
Or so I thought.
But now there is an empty space.
A hole in my life that can't be complete.
A void that will never be filled.
So I turn to meaningless lies that fill the moment.
That leave you with just enough happiness to want more.
But not enough to be considered joy.
Alone.
Alone in life.
Alone in the walk I continue daily.
Where are you God?
I've been searching and praying for you to come along.
But it seems like what I'm doing is wrong.
It has no effect.
My actions to no prevail.
It seems like I'm going to hell.
But if there is no God, then there is no devil.
Just a bunch of evil on the same level.
Just a bunch of evil on the same level.
So if there is a God where is he?
Why do we go through times where we can't see?
I just want to know he is here with me.
So God give me a sign.
Cause all I'm feeling is the empty rhymes.
No heart in the prayers I pray.
If there is a God please have your way.
Cause I need to see you in the day to day.
