Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Defeat

I wish time would just slow down
Growing up is a part of life
But how can anyone take it in stride
Hang up our own selfish pride
Put our own ambitions aside

To just listen
To just be 
To actually have the ability to see
The hurt. The struggle.
The crap so many juggle.
And to be there in the defeat.
Until the success finally begins to repeat.

Can't we just put this life on pause
Stop and just wait for the coin toss
Until the world stops and we count the loss
But at what cost?
At what measure will our failure foster?
When aren't we all imposters?
Nobody is as real as they say
Nobody takes the time to just pray

To just listen
To just be 
To actually have the ability to see
The hurt. The struggle.
The crap so many juggle.
And to be there in the defeat.
Until the success finally begins to repeat.

When the pain is too much to muster
And you feel like your life is just a cluster
One mess after the next
When you're always the first to text
You're always the one with the problem
The one who can't solve them
But you feel so alone
Because no one is ever home.

To just listen
To just be 
To actually have the ability to see
The hurt. The struggle.
The crap so many juggle.
And to be there in the defeat.
Until the success finally begins to repeat.

But when time runs out
And there's nowhere to go
You'll regret when you said no
When you couldn't just listen 
When you couldn't just be
When your vision is cloudy
When you couldn't see
And you're forced to face the defeat.
Always living your life on repeat.


Bye Felicia

Now you’re gone
And I’m stuck with broken pieces
I’m hurt and I’m alone
But I won’t ever pick up the phone
Because even though you were the one to leave
I was the best you could ever achieve
So when I say I’m done and over it
It’s only stretching the truth a little bit
It’s not like you’d even care
I was just another number
I was just another game 
But I only have myself to blame
Because guys like you are all the same
Why douse a fire when there’s only a little flame
Everyone knows a lion can’t be tamed
So I’m done with having hopes for us
After all what’s a car turned to rust
No matter how much I fell for you
I was oblivious to the truth
And now that it’s plain as day to see
I can’t believe the idiot in me
Why couldn’t I just let it be
Well at least now I’m set free
For a guy like you?
It’s safe we all agree
Never mind The Who
Avoid the he
Well sister ain’t that just the tea

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