Rant

Hey Everybody!
Today is going to be a different type of post. I was thinking about what to do today, and realized I never post anymore. I have a talent (even if it is a small one), but God has granted me the power to share my voice.To speak what is on my mind, and sometimes you can't make sense of what you want to say...but you just type and see what comes out. I am currently praying for numerous people in my life. These people shall go nameless, but they are struggling. Physically, Mentally, and Because some of them don't know God the challenge is harder. I don't know how to reach them at the place and time in their life and in their stages of what they are going through. I don't know what is going to happen and that is very hard. I love being in control of what is happening in my life, in the people's lives around me, and especially the future. I feel like I can't help them right now and I pray that God give them what they need at this current point in time.
I started writing Spoken Poetry, if you don't know what that is I suggest you look it up on YouTube. It really found a place in my heart and ever since then I have not been able to stop. That being said, I may eventually share some of that, but I don't know how yet. Once I figure that out I will let you all know!
It's the season of Christmas! My brother is coming home in twelve days and I am so anxious for the joy he will bring to my household. I don't know if I'm getting anything, but honestly I feel like our society is too focused on the gifts, they don't see the gift of family, the gift of God as a baby.
I feel like my thoughts are all over today and I apoligize, but I hope you get something out of this rant.