Not sure where this poem/rap/song-ish thing came from, but if we are being honest: it is probably still subconscious thoughts in my brain... So, yea.
Got a lot of issues in my brain
At least that's what keeps me awake
Nothing ever seems to be the same
I got one or two people that I can name
Get irritated and they're to blame
Destroy my happy thoughts and create my pain
Now I know I am a mess
Walk around with a smile but still depressed
Make eye contact with them but avoid the rest
Don't have enough patience for that test
Get ticked off wishing they weren't blessed
As selfish as it seems
I am still a human being
Don't got no time for you and me
Can't you see?
I got struggles of my own so let it be
I got no room in this heart for more than me
Wanna take a picture? Pay the fee.
See how I cope with fear?
I lock it up and throw away the key.
Bottled up its got "no hold on me"
Keep it hidden from the world,
That they cannot see
I don't mean to disappoint you
Miss the way we used to talk through
All the problems, now I just stew
Got no one now that I go to
Keep it all inside, I should move
Get rid of these negative thoughts, but no can do
Those people that I hate the most
It's like the Christmas' of past ghost
I got an unhealthy dose
Of the bitterness and anger inside of me
I owe them for the lack of sleep
Lay awake counting sheep
Wishing for a happy dream
It seems like that will never be
Hatred is the only thing
Beats death in the fighting ring
Nothing else has the same sting
Three rounds later.. Look who won?
Ding Ding Ding
Hatred is the only one, remaining
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