as he took his last.
The final straw
I'm satisfied with where I am
Confused about how I got here
But not about where I've been
Not thinking about my past often
Not being reminded of what was then
The cruelty and thoughts that haunt
Simply only coming around once in a lot
Feeling like things may be different
If none of that had ever happened
If the trauma wasn't in more than my reaction
Exposure to people who should cease to exist
The memory corrupting some of my wish lists
Everything that was changing as I came along
But reassurance has helped me stay strong
Finally coming to terms with the situation
And being able to exist without contemplation
Parents and Family have come so far
I am so proud of who we all are
What we used to be was so different
But I'm satisfied with where I am
Confused about how I got here
But not about where I've been
So much that could have turned out bad
I guess it is true when they say he really does have a plan
And although the trials have been so long
The results are worth their weight in blood
Oxygen coursing through my veins
A reminder that breath and life can be one and the same
There is no way to even comprehend
When I survived with what little hope I had to defend
There is no other way to explain
Being able to find the faith to obtain
God is as good and as real as rain
Even when others curse out his name
He has given me a new way
And for that, I will never be able to repay
For the hatred, I first felt, and all the disdain
I will regret till my last day
Knowing he will forgive is what I clutch and what I grasp
The unknowing love this world so many times will just pass
But his love even still will last
I'm satisfied with where I am
Confused about how I got here
But not about where I've been
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