I Forgive You

I forgive you. You know who you are. The one who put me through pain, agony, misery. I’m tired of having hatred in my heart towards you. I’m letting go of all the crap you put inside my head about me. I’m not who you say I am, words define me, but not yours anymore. Thank you, you made me realize that not everyone in the world is happy with who I or anybody else is. Thank you, although the challenges I went through because of everything happening were tough, thank you. The struggles have only made me a stronger person. You may be bitter because I’ve grown so much bolder, but it is all thanks to you. Hopefully, someday you realize that your actions and words have a lasting Impact. That maybe one day you’ll find out how distasteful you have been to some people who have only tried to be nice. Sure, you may act like you like me now, but I can see the hatred in your eyes. I’m not going to try and be your best friend, but if you ever want to mend the bridge, you are still forgiven. I’ve done all I can, trying to act like it didn’t tear me apart. Just know that I am not forgiving you because I have to, I want to because my soul needs to be free from this dislike. And I don’t want you to feel bad, this isn’t about that. You are forgiven, and although I will never forget, I hope God has mercy on you. Because everyone, even you deserve a second or third chance.

This entry has been on my heart for years. I’ve been inspired to share it because some out there need to hear this. If you let hatred dwell on your heart it will destroy you and that is just what the devil wants. And to all those out there who have wronged someone, apologize, even if they don’t accept your sincere sorry, you’ve done all you can do. But be cautious about your words and actions, because what you do, you can’t take back. It may be the end of something and you will probably be full of regret. Nobody deserves to have their heart broken, nobody deserves to be bullied. So Stop it and speak out about it. Because the only way it will stop is if it starts with you. One person could not say one sentence, and the one sentence unspoken would save misery, pain, agony, all the things no one deserves to go through.